September has always been a favourite month of mine! And, we are now 2 weeks away before it ends. Time this days huh? Its moving too fast. Alhamdullilah, turned another year older yesterday! Dah masuk 20-an ni, dah tak rasa excited ke apa, biasa jer. Tension lagi ada! #iwannabe18forever
I have always believed that addition of age carries additional responsibilities. You can no longer be as carefree as you once were when you are 10! I can only say that I am ever so grateful that Allah s.w.t. has provided me with what I need and not what I want. Alhamdullilah! I have been constantly making duas that the Almighty will continue guiding me in this difficult world, abstain me from the worldly temptations, because Jannah is indeed our main goal for as long as we are here in this world.
Anyways, I can't seem to upload photos in here from my phone. Not too sure why! :( Yesterday, had an impromptu mini girls celebration with Mommy & Angah. I actually received all of my presents in advance during our trip to Malacca for Angah's 21st birthday celebration! Hope to be able to write about that soon. In Sya Allah.
Novel updates and cerpen updates, I am so sad to say that I misplaced my thumbdrive which I used to save all the new chapters and I have yet to found it. Searching high and low for it and I'll continue praying that it will be found. I wish to get back in track since work has tone down a little and hopefully with some spare time in hand, I am able to continue writing again. In Sya Allah.
Not too sure why, but it seems that this year Mommy & Daddy has been questioning about 'Mr Future' a lot. Pressure is getting real people! I'm gonna take it easy, coz honestly I have yet to sense his presence. Haha! You know, its better to take some time than be with the wrong person which I might just regret one day. It's not about me having high standards or picky as what I heard people talking behind my back. I believe its my not-so readiness to commit yet, is the main factor that contributes to my current status.
I'm not the type that prefers long term relationship. Given the chance, I would like it to be similar as to how my parents met. They knew each other for roughly 3 months, then decided to get engaged for about 9 months and got married. More or less, they became husband & wife after about a year of knowing each other. :)
It's not easy these days to find a 'Mr Future' in my context. This 'Mr Future' of mine shall share a huge responsibility that I am now handling. He has to be the eldest son to my parents, an elder brother to my siblings, the role model that my siblings can look up to, someone who can tolerate my mood swings and understands my job open-heartedly. Huge responsibilities, I tell you! So, I hope no more questions asked till 10 years time! ;)
Oh well, too much random rants!